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♥ Monday, August 01, 2005 @ 9:10 PM
` *slap myself* grr.dissed off with everything. myself. everybody. fucked up. at school, was bombarded by wenyi. why? keep on and on and on about she and rocky tan. grr. never mind. yes, happy for her. uncomfortable because all in all, guys would be guys. but maybe her rocky would not sell her out? people how old already. talking about going to marry already. *envious* what a girl could expect more? a guy to love her and marry her. that's all. so simple. very difficult ? yeah. where to find a guy to love her and marry her ? maybe on the streets can find one. just to find somebody who would keep their promises is hard already. still expect so much. just fuck it man. sighs. what for think until so complicated. let life be as it is then. simple and trouble-free. no problems, no pain, no hurt, no nothing. numb? no. its happiness. happy meh? yeah. why not. why be so stupid ? got happiness don't want. ok. moving on to happier stuff. today finally got my IOC report handed in already. dr lim was still over there indulging himself by saying he will tell my dad. haha..ok then. also, finally got my rwp report sorted out also. found out what the hell to do at the end. haha.. tomorrow is IOC test. shit man. well, got to start bucking up for my IOC already. and my cppb also. oh stupid man. hmm. actually, kenny, time does heal. its just in the matter of the mind. i believe in myself. i can do it. broken already never mind. what is important is the process of picking up all the pieces. though not all can be recovered, what matters most is how we are going to pick them up. we can do it. lols. why be sad over a heartless creature? i will always find a better one. and yes, i believe i can do it. no no, is i have done it. thanks kenneth and justin for reminding me about this. lol. keep on asking where the old polly has gone. the one with so many guys after. yeah. im going to find back the old me. and kailing, if you are reading this, not all the guys who woo you you have to go stead with them ok? could not believe it when i told you right? haha.. its ok.. we can do it..remember guys cannot survive without us but we can live without them. :D study hard girl. we will work towards our goals. ok. done with all my crapping. noticed i blogged in total perfect english? :D  |
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