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♥ Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @ 10:37 PM
` why am i so mean? why do i always think of the worst side of people? how come i always think so far? lol. good questions. perhaps because during primary school i knew betrayal and backstab first hand experience? or because my parents dumped me at a residential camp for 5 days 4 nights with 59 other people whom i dont know? or is it because i do not wish to experience any more pain? so many possibilities. which one? or all of them mixed together? or each question a possibility? lols. i dont know. dont ask me. yups. im always the baddie. the one who will guess and deduce what kind of person is that person when i first meet them and normally i will say they are bad. which im normally correct. or whatever situation. which normally ends up what i predicted. lol. im always the baddie. say that he/she is evil, say that this situation would in the end turn up like shit or whatever. so, innocent, pure, sweet people will go straight ahead despite me saying. and in the end, hurt and crying coming back to me. so whats this fucking whole point here? i dont want to be the baddie. everyone says that im mean. but they dont know why. whatever. mean i am. i am mean. or is it because they need to experience pain then they will give up? perhaps. im sick of being the bad gal telling them whats gonna happen and in the end im the one there to hold them when they are hurt. where is my angel? im everybody's devil and angel. but where's mine? where the hell are you hiding? or is it coz u want to make me even more stronger? maybe. im sick of this stupid shit. hide all u want then. went to the art exhibition that the President graced. yes. SP rocks. took a few pics that looked really cool. they didnt say no photography. wahaha. yeah. not as if everybody will be able to duplicate them also. yeah. uploading them along with a few pics taken in the library on national day's eve. booked a room and slacked there. haha.. yeah. in photobucket. think its going to be full soon. anybody has any websites like photobucket where u can upload pics for free pls tell me. thanks.  |
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