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♥ Friday, September 16, 2005 @ 10:34 PM
` yawns. super tired~ :( had nightmares. nvm. next door people having conflict. threw things against the wall, locked themselves up and thus resulting in the continuous banging on the bloody door. what the fuck~ couldnt sleep a wink at all. what to do? met them up in the library. then, went to mr law's class. made him do the entire section b for us. and there was this stupid fellow. we obviously asked mr law first. and he just brazenly went up to him and made mr law entertain him. and when mr law taught him, he just ate in front of him. what the fuck~ cant you have more respect for your teacher? today's incident has let me seen more and further undermine his character. doesnt matter that he knows most of the class hates him. doesnt matter that he really is a total sucker when doing projects which i had the most unfortunate luck to do it with him and definitely most unwillingly. totally a failure~ hah. i only have mouth to talk about him. myself? machum i very good lidat. step into poly just only and there, this big problem is screaming into my face and yet i pretend nothing. and till i couldnt take it, i became the bad guy. again. which i guessed it was a trap set for me. when was i ever the good one anyways? seriously wondering about my inter-relation skills with others. am i that a loner ? or am i simply so indifferent to what people think of me ? or am i just plain stupid ? i think so myself. every aspect also failure. am i to become more scheming to be successful ? in friends, in love, in everything? i guess so. too straightforward, too honest and definitely, too much emotions shown. friends wise, yes, i choose. i sift through and decide whether you are nice or not. i admit. the girls know. only those stupid ones will think that everybody is nice. those are people who do not have true friends. love wise. i dont pretend to be somebody im not. i dont go ''nehs, wors, hahas, euu, mish, meee, mahx.. everything must add 's' or 'x' " R U B B I S H. if u guys are to fall in love with this kind of girls. go and die. these are the fakest girls u can ever meet. most definitely. im not a spagetti miniskirt girl. how funny when u can walk on the streets and see those girls attached are those who are this type. must u resort to this to get attached? so sorry. cannot be done. to do all this to attract a guy's attention. lol. cheapening yourself? which sad to say, there are so many young girls doing this. hah. typical~ so does that mean being straightforward, honest and being yourself will lead you to downfall? lol. i am slowly destroying myself as i tightly embrace my beliefs. haha. killing myself. and willingly too. hah.  |
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