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♥ Thursday, December 15, 2005 @ 5:54 PM
` feeling super fucked up. saturday, yes, alot of things crop up. but why cant we just work as a class and make this thing a successful one? is it that difficult? im not the class rep. i got the info yesterday only. so? is it my fault that its abit sudden? is it my duty to go after the lecturer or whatsoever to get the details? only ask for help after the test and yet what we get? "why must the whole class stay back? so many do for what?" so u are just trying to shirk away what. dont want to go just say u dont want to go. dont need to say so much. dun need to give me those relunctant looks too. pretend you didnt hear anything. fine. CLASS EVENT. always the same few people doing things. what for? if u want to come help, i welcome you. if not, just get lost and dont give me that pathetic look. nobody is begging you to stay and help. dont need to say so much too. its whether you want to help or not. talk most also you. do the least also you. so why cant you just shut the fuck up? nobody will say that you are mute. compare age, you are older. compare mentality, you really suck. for what? maybe if you just keep quiet nobody will shoot you. why bother to talk so much and yet do nothing. just attracting attention ehh? just fuck off. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- is it so difficult? the crux is why the hell am i ignoring you, not why i didnt reply or whatever you are thinking. its ur blog. not mine. u are the one blowing the matter up in your blog. you are the one who wants the whole world to know. its YOUR BLOG. do u think i will really care less? i hate it that you are so selfish. i hate it that you told me everything. i hate it that u told me another substitute was used because of me.i hate it that u made me feel guilty. i hate it that after you told me, you assume that you are inside the 'potential' team. it never was and never will be. you are really so selfish. what will u gain after telling me all this? in fact, u lose everything. its just due to the fact that im bothered by the things you had told me. you dont really want me to be happy. you just want me to feel guilty. isnt it? well, it worked but it backfired. why should i feel guilty over the things i had not done? you really dont understand, dont you? we can only be friends. thats all. you just cant get over the fact that we can only be friends. accept it and we will be friends. if not, i will just continue to ignore you. thats all i want to say.  |
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