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♥ Thursday, August 18, 2005 @ 6:52 PM
` i lost my keychain rabbit. it was in my hands. and yet i still lost it. its all fated. in my hands yet it still slipped through. *slap myself* hah. who cares. u can always buy another one. nobody will understand why i feel so sad over it. i protect things that are mine. things that are mine are mine and not for others. and yet it still slipped through my hands. its all fate ba. fate that it slipped through my hands. fate that its not meant to be mine. fate that everything is meant to be like this. things are getting super complicated. it cant go on.i will not let this get out of hand. it has to be ended sooner or later. before someone gets hurt. but obviously somebody was hurt already. im getting super guilty already. fuck man. why the hell must this happen. is there any way which i can like avoid but without hurting anyone ? dammit. why the hell cant i just like ignore, avoid and hide like any other girls? fuck it man. is it very hard? why the hell would mean old polly feel guilty? because she knows the pain. because she dont want to be the cause of another's pain. because she will not build her happiness on others' sadness. unlike others. just fuck it. being the upright one always doesnt pay off. coz the world is filled with rubbish. wanted to smack that asshole in the face. but obviously i did not and obviously he got the point crystal clear that im most displeased with him. i did all the bloody shit and you know what the hell he did? "how much do you think the company needs to set up this business?" 1 million. "how much profit do you think the company will earn in 3-5 years?" $350 000, $400 000, $550 000. WHAT THE FUCK! KANENA!! wanted to really smack him upside down lor !! fucking piece of shit man. KNN! fucking moody. sorry guys if i like ill-treat u all when im talking with u all. hah. k. microbio report.  |
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