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♥ Friday, September 23, 2005 @ 7:00 PM
` woke up so bloody early today ~ yawns !! sister ROM haha ! moved my ass out of bed bathed, ate breakfast and quickly start doing my own make-up before sis's make-up artist arrive to glean something from her in the end ~ chey ! nothing to see i think i even more li hai than her opps ~ making a huha out of her eyebrowns which if she is that good, she can definitely make it nice still say she explain we also wouldnt know -.- thought we noob ~ bleahs. then quickly rush down to the hairdresser there let him work his magic on sis's hair i didnt get my hair done eeks. so much hair spray and heat hair confirm spoil ~ took cab down met with dad they all then adrian's family arrived also waha ! his brother ~ handsome ! cannot blame~ new brother in law looks like abc dont think i have his pic ~ k. back to his brother cute, charming, tanned and smart ! studying in nus now total knockout ~ hehe then i was over there teasing him about the way he uses his chopsticks.. left-handed too.. hehe.. then his sister *ahem looked so pissed at me for what sia ! coz i outshined her and i promised i would. coz of something she said to my sis. lol. opps. and her dad kept talking to me. haha ! so bad of me ~ :P not my fault also what ! *shrug* :P stood outside there waiting.. super messy super hot lol. waited so long the whole ceremony just ended within like 10 minutes bleahs so much effort just for a mere 10 minutes took lots of pics ehh abit lazy think tmr or somewhere when im free then upload when to grand plaza hotel for lunch lol super cheena very surprised cos bro-in-law side not v cheena lol anyways had a room to ourselves lots of waiters and waitress but of cos the price not cheap the plus point duno u guys know or not but the maggi mee advertisement ? this fellow using the long long kettle sprout to pour water ? haha he is working there so he performed live for us mine is the most special one he flipped to his back and poured the tea super cool i got the pic too hehe but the kettle he using compared to the one i saw in china is peanuts only lol okok.. i think i changed ~ hmm. i guess thinking changed i once thought that if i fight hard for what i want, i will get what i want but its not always true life is deceptive faced with outside pressure. friends and peer pressure. i fought to keep you safe which you thought i was controlling you i fought to let your thinking remain intact which you thought that whatever your friends said were right and i was wrong i fought to make you understand which you thought i was sowing discord between you and your friends i fought to change you for the better which you always thought that i wanted you to give up your friends you are right. i dont make you happy at all. im the obstruction to your happiness in seeking fun i guess you are really happy now i hope you are coz if you dont it would be really weird there is no ME obstructing you i said before whatever you want to do i wouldnt stop you as long as you feel that it has a objective i only hope that you have made the right choice i believed that you were always true to your words. i believed that you would be able to fend for yourself. well i hope you really do i wouldnt be there to help you anymore i wouldnt be there to lend you my shoulders which i guess you have no need of me doing those for you i failed totally despite fighting so hard.i failed miserably. it has proved that no matter how hard i tried i couldnt win over friends and peer pressure. moral of the story: fighting for what you want doesnt guarantee you will get it. so its true. dont even bother to care. let nature take its course.  |
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