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♥ Friday, October 14, 2005 @ 10:14 PM
` yet another week. omg. im super tired. really v tired. haix. this week hadnt been slping. why? 1st camp as CI. 1st time doing logistic. suddenly. just lump to me. totally. helpless. didnt know what to do. lost. stress. tired. mental shut-down. everyday just go to work. work work work. omg. totally moving without thinking. too tired to think already. freak. what time i wake up? what time i sleep? what i do during my waking hours? this week. total madness. arghs. just want to shut off and get on moving still. too much things to plan about. grr. log list. bloody items that i need to count personally. little little things i need to rack my brains and record down. freak !!!! games proposal? need another revamp again. area cleaning schedule. break camp log list. omg !!! shuan le. throw aside first. if not i will go mad. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ah san. hope u r reading this.. life still goes on. the earth still spins. the sun will still rise from the east everyday. you will still need to eat. you will still need to sleep. you still need your eyes. why the fuck. why the fuck do all this for a fucking bastard?!!! bastards who listen to their friends rather than their girlfriends are definitely maggots !! fuck to all of these bastards. fuck to all of them !!!!! listen to me. i have been through it. and i tell u. its totally not worth it. do u think he will care? do u think he will even know that you are not eating, not sleeping and crying your eyes out? does he even fuck care ? bastards who have a change of heart are definitely heartless jerks. bastards who listen to friends and have a change of heart are brainless, heartless and fucking shits !! i dont know how u will heal. but trust me. it takes time. how i wished it was the next year immediately so that i wouldnt feel so pain. but u yourself must be strong. dont mouth say strong heart cry. yes, heart will pain. but take it as a lesson. guys. cnt judge them by their covers. decent looking doesnt necessary mean they are decent. machum he will very good lidat. there are definitely bigger and better fishes out there. we are decent. why should we be afraid ? remember. decent people mix with decent people. since his friends lidat. how good is he? must keep telling yourself. tell yourself that he is just a fucking bastard who left dirty footprints in your life. erase them. bleach them. delete them. clean them. throw away them. delete, throw, cut, burn. 4 simple methods. why the both of us so ku ming? haix. nvm. we are decent. we are good girls. there is bound to be a decent guy out there waiting for us. its just that we havent meet them only. dont lose heart. there is not much memories for u also. u think like me ahh? lol. when a glass of water is held by 2 hands, the load is shared between two. but when one lets go and the other one still holds on, the longer the one holds on, the more tired the one holding on will be. what for? let go of the glass. let the water spill away. let them go back to where they belong. if its nv yours, it will never be. i dont want you to walk my foot steps. its not fair to us. just let it go. we deserve higher quality water and a bigger and stronger hand. kenneth. pls read carefully the above. justin. i dont know what to say. a tiger no matter how ruthless, will never kill its own club. perhaps they felt that ur comment is abit *ahem* but just dont want to say it out? or they just listen and silently consider? or perhaps they too engrossed and never hear? it happens to me all the time. do cool down. relax. dont talk to them. until u reasoned out. in ur case. i think most probably the last option, the one not hearing. coz when i just confronted my mii she said she didnt hear. and its all the time !! so, just cool down.. dine, we never go help the CYA-pakistan earthquake fund-raising. opps. not my fault. not your fault. not free to go down to collect the donation tins. why the hell cant sunday go sch collect? coz that ducky lazy to go back sch !! bloody hell. too bad ! so sorry to all pakistan residents. we cnt help you all. ok. enough of ranting. tired. haix.  |
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