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♥ Thursday, May 19, 2005 @ 10:07 PM
` ok..as u all can see...i changed my blogskin..hee..to my fav tatty bear...hee..so happi...mm..but i promise to get my linkies up ya? or else u all cnt see my photos...ya..mm..juz came back frm a movie..ya i noe...ysd go watch..todae go watch again..haha...but different show la...mm..todae watched star wars...both movies oso got another episode coming on de lor... abit sian diao la...coz the movie like keep leading u on..and by the time the next one comes out u had aldy forgotten abt the previous one le.. mm..recently life has been a bore..im glad i had gone to the CIBTC la..know so mani frenz now and oso at least i spent a week of my holiday fruitfully..haha..better than moping at home lor...abit sian lor...den i feel that i abit like those kinda shui cor shui dao those kinda gals lor..abit sian diao oso lor.. haix...y i become lidat lehs...shit sia...where is the old polly..its like...i duno lor..somehow..i like abit over reliant on him liaoz..den..ehh..he dsnt love me as much as last time? *ponders ponders* myb stay at home nth to do den tink too much aldy.. mm..later let him see den he angry again..but im really rotting aldy lor...wake up, eat breakfast, watch tv watch tv look aft lineker read book read book watch tv.. nth else le lor.. fuck it man... and he is soooooooooooooooo busy lor...so mani events so mani tings..den still wan to take up another cca...ok lor.. den go take up lor.. my np onli nids me to go back like during once or twice during weekdays and unless got parade, weekends r definitely no-nos.. plus he work leh? so the prob dsnt lies wif me joining the CI-ship u noe...haix...does he noes or not..ya..in case u r reading this...the medic course onli takes place over a few days lor...the medic course im definitely going lor.. haix...i decided..not to stick to him so much..and ya..give myself some space..but starting point was because too much space den tryin to make it up ma...better dun make tings worse...coz stick to him too much he will find me too clingy...i den dun wan ..ya...*lets out a big sigh* a big change is coming up...i can feel it...duno how long can i keep this up..aniwaes...let nature take its course..force oso no use... shit la...listen to the sad moody oldies affecting my mood oso...here i am spilling out my inner thoughts..arghs...and its not coz i wan to ignore his wishlist..its sumhow..dreaming material but not practical...if u tink in the long road...dis tings dsnt matter animore...juz like..last time tamagotchi was so rampant..but now..like dead bird lidat...u get the meaning...im tooo practical..tts y pple dun like me..i always tink of the bad side b4 the good side..and definitely regarding money..my only advise is to throw inside the bank..save the money up for sumting better...buyin the tings on his wishlist is juz an impulse to fulfill as everibodi arnd him has it and he oso wans it..everibodi oso..i do have..when somebodi arnd me has sumting i dun have..i wan to buy it too..i experienced it too.. not that its not advisable to buy coz in the end the money is not mine..juz hope that he gets the meaning out of the tings i wrote.. everi gal's dream is to find a dream guy and get married...the having kids part im not v sure liaoz.. haha...to get married..u nid money..its this practical in singapore..no money no talk... to get married.. first, nid to ROM .. ROM oso nid money if im not wrong... den wedding banquet? moz chinese couples nid to throw wedding banquets in face of their older parents... one table costs like $600 lidat.. the more relatives u get, the more u nid to pay. my family is bloody big. mother side onli nid like 30 tables liaoz. so..tink abt it.. wedding photos..to me.. i tink its a bit waste of money la.. haa..but for souvenir leh? one album like $3000 ba... den still nid to engage make-up artist, photographer, camera man on wedding day itself ? the wedding dress and the tuxedo oso nid to rent.. wedding car and the bridemaids and bridegrooms car myb can loan frm frenz.. den the angbaos to give to younger cousins or siblings when they offer tea? plus a roof over the head? a 5 rm flat costs at least like $300 000 ? cash muz have $40 000 lor.. pay so much le... den muz tink.. married aldy still nid to pay for the house, utilitiy bills, phone bills, insurance, food... oh fuck it. my brains r fried. ignore the above paragraph. it will do u harm den good. now noe y so many couples wait until so long to get married? coz no money. AIYAH!!!! FUCK IT LA! this is a fucked up entry. pls brush everiting off. FUCK~ tmr jurong east swimming complex at 6pm anyone ? *how come i feel older than those pple arnd me? its coz i tink more far ahead*  |
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