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♥ Monday, August 22, 2005 @ 5:48 AM
` now in rwp. waha~ woke up so bloody early yet in the end 8.10 then reach. hehe.. sian lehs. doing the rwp report. was certified ok by the lecturer so decided to stop and yeah, blog! haha.. ysd's entry was like super short and super messy. coz train of thoughts also very messy. opps. just thought up of something~ guys are so typical. they will see that the girl is so-called 'pretty' then they will notice her. but what is pretty? wear revealing clothes? lots of makeup? tell them that they are handsome, cute or all those kind of lame shit? whats important is, the girl must be able to turn them on.by wearing revealing clothes and lots of makeup, she is already screaming for attention.next, after capturing their attention, the girl will flatter the guy she managed to snare and say that, ''ohh! you are so handsome! you are so cute! so muscular! i like!" then the guy still start floating in the air and yeah, definitely the girl will turn the guy on coz of the revealing clothes. wahha.. then the guy will start noticing her and want to chat the girl up. how cheap men can be. but, the girl is cheap too. especially those who blatantly knows that the guy has a girlfriend yet still throw themselves at the guys. of coz, the guy must be cheap enough to accept her advances even though he has a girlfriend. and the worst thing is, the guy refuses to admit that he has flings with another girl ! what a bastard. zooming in that the girlfriend is not in town, the guy secretly calls up the girl and talk to her on the phone till the next morning for duno how mani days and went out with her too! and shoos the girlfriend to sleep when she calls with pretense that she is v tired due to her commitments, acting the sweet and innocent boyfriend. and till they break, the guy yet still pretends and refuses to admit that he has no woman outside. waha~ such bastards. they do exist. dont u feel itchy to kill this bastard? personally, the girlfriend, no, EX-girlfriend should go cut off that bastard's balls and feed them to the pigs. but such an offensive and disgusting item which must be used with dont know how many girls out there, will the pigs eat them? i doubt so. dont dirty her hands. haha.. really. i feel that its such a pity this girl had met this bastard. waste her time and effort and not forgetting love on a bastard who only cheats on her and deny it all the way. hmm. in the first place, u would ask, who wooed who? obviously is the bastard go woo the girl.. the dumping part also done by the bastard coz he had found someone who will praise him to the nine heavens, someone who will go ''ohh! u are so great! i nv knew this could be done!" when he does something that obviously is so pathetic and coz both the bastard and the girl are ignorant, they make a big fuss out of it, someone who will not push the bastard to study coz the someone also dont study (as they say birds of the same feathers flock together), speaking of which, rubbish go along with trash. woes to me, where will i find a guy who will love me unconditionally no matter what i do, one who will accompany me to wherever i go like my fav haunt the library or bookshop, one who will work towards a beautiful future together with me by saving together, one who will not care whether i wear tshirt n berms to orchard and still want to walk with me hand-in-hand, one who will not make me worry about his well-being, one who has a mind of his own and knows what exactly he wants instead of listening to others, one who would support my decisions and choices one who has seen the world as much (more would be better) as i do, one who can help me decide things, one who will be there for me, one who will try means and ways to make me smile, one whose world is me and only me. yeah, thats the word. im tired of being the one always trying hard, always worrying, always thinking, always waiting, always hurting, always loving unconditionally, always doing things to please, always there to hold, belated when im not, compared to friends, being told that friends said that im not good enough. whether im with the frens or with my boyfriend i always wonder. being asked whether i love him or not, being asked whats good a girlfriend and in the end being dumped. doing little things is not enough. little things like dropping an e-card occasionally, waking the other party up every morning is not enough. what else? praises like ''so handsome! so cute! so muscular!" so what? one will grow old eventually. does it matter so much? YES. it will swell the head and yeah, floating is shiok but will you float forever? yeah. in the end i was cheated on. and yet nothing was admitted to. but i know. i just know. maybe its a good thing. yeah. nowadays guys. hard. look at my needs. and look at the guys. sadly lacking. but nevertheless, im sure i will find that guy. waha~ come out come out wherever you are !  |
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